
in elementary school, i remember marveling that multiplication was like addition, but deeper in that you keep *
adding* the fist number a certain number of times.
later, i remember trying to imagine what powers meant - i couldn't imagine what was deeper than multiplication. i think i can point to the spot near my swing in our back yard where my dad finally explained that powers work in a similar way - in that you keep *
multiplying* the first number a certain number of times. drop dead coolness.
each time that our understanding goes deeper - we grasp a little more in our tiny hand.
statisticians know the power of characterizing multiple occurrences of an event by using probability distributions, such as a "bell curve" or
gaussian distribution. this deeper level of understanding enable us to make sense of what would otherwise appear to be random unconnected events, especially if we're up close.
each time, a little bit deeper.
likewise, the deepest reality we've uncovered is founded on probabilities - the truth of quantum reality is that nothing is actually here - there is only a probability that it is here. einstein recognized the theological significance and implications of the quantum world - and didn't like it one bit. his famous retort is "
God doesn't play dice". this, of course, is an emotional argument to counter the mounting scientific evidence - but einstein at least grappled with the ramification of this.
unfortunately, we (including theologians) have done very little in the ensuing 100 years to incorporate the ramifications of the quantum world into our life, theology or worldview. we don't take the actual nature of our world seriously. we go around thinking that things are really real, but the truth is closer to "there is no spoon". einstein said it best (presumably after coming to terms with this a bit more) when he said, "reality is only an illusion - albeit a persistent one".
i got a brief whisper, a slight reminder of this when we had our big snow on the eastern side of the country last month. the snow was well documented in a number of blogs... including those of my friends. it's taken me a bit longer to post - but i was out doing the same thing - snapping a few pictures...

and this one:

i liked this perspective, and even caught a water drop midair after about 20 tries.

and then... i looked and saw something that stunned me... a probability distribution of snowflakes that had gathered on the railing of the deck - as you went underneath the roof overhang you could see a linearly decreasing distribution of snowflakes.

and from the side:

it was stunning to see the math. to see the probabilities. to see God placing snowflakes.
now this is a big concept to wrestle with, but let me say that the idea of "God of the Probabilities" takes nothing away from "His eye is on the sparrow"... because we wouldn't be here without those same probabilistic quantum effects... by "we" i mean, we - humans - and specifically, the earth and our solar system.
allow me to explain... ahem:
the
recent news about a (previously suspected now "proven")
rapid period of inflation during the early expansion of the universe is what i'm talking about. what they don't mention in this article, but
Brian Green does in his
books - is that the quantum probabilities are what caused the clumping of matter into galaxies and solar systems and prevented an expansion of the universe into homogenous and rather uninteresting (cosmologically speaking) pea soup.
to put it another way, the God of Probabilities' hand was present in the first trillionth of a second after the creation event, working the quantum probabilities, to allow for our very existence.
that's a lot to grasp.
but there it is.
God Sovereignty, that is His hand in the probabilities, is hard to see most of the time:

and here:

but it's there non-the-less. and once in a while, we will get a glimpse of it...
when we do, we need to hang on to that for when we find ourselves out here:

He is, God of the Probabilities.